| anything real that i write is being posted in livejournal. if anyone stumbles across this, feel free to ask me for the link. i might just give it to you. |
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| Remember those times when people used to post on xanga about their day? Or about something in their life that caught their eye? Or just about something they wanted to tell a group of people in general? ...yeah, about that. i miss this site. |
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| ...I don't know what I'm doing with myself these days. Things feel right here when I don't think about it, but I'm not happy. But it's not because I picked the wrong place to go (...honestly though where else would I have gone?), rather that I don't think I'd be happy anywhere right now. Korea maybe? No, but at least I'd be distracted enough to not have to deal with it. Or is that just what I've always been looking for? I need something overwhelming. Perferably something overwhelmingly good. I haven't been doing so great on the whelming front. Hrm. and I wish I could sing. |
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| I played soccer tonight at the Y. It was amazing, even though the atmosphere was kind of sucky and I ripped up my feet/demolished some of my body (and just in time for prom!). Jake has contacts now. I'm going to Boston College. I don't know what I'm doing with my life and myself recently, so if you could try to love me while I figure it out, it would be appreciated. Thanks. |
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| I came home today and got my mail:;I got denied by UPenn and put on a waiting list for Notre Dame. At least I also got more threadless t-shirts... EDIT 9.53 PM: SHIT CHRIST. I decided to actually READ the admissions packet Fordham sent me over the weekend that I got (I didn't before because they already told me via email that I got in & I was bummed about Penn & ND still) and I got a fucking full ride scholarship. That's up to $148,000.00 provided I keep at least a 3.0 GPA. Now that's what I call a fucking turn-around. Wow. |
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